Regrets Diary 1. If only I had not said such stupid things directly behind Z’s back about not recognizing him, or that he is from the same hostel as me, or that he is from the same semester and is even from KL or give a single thought that we are taking the same course. I am also deeply sorry towards Z for not making small talk with him too. 2. If only I was not socially awkward to him or YS or EL, if only I had talk to them, or made myself more approachable and not hover at my sweet and loving senior’s elbow so much, they would not have not approached me. 3. I regret so deeply for not talking to them or making eye contact or even appearing to want to talk to someone or even wanting to go back to my room so deeply. For nagging my senior to bring me back, to not even wanting to talk to him, knowing that he is the same age and semester as me. I regret so deeply once more when I had the cha...